I weighed myself the other morning. I feel as if things will never change. My husband said doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results is the definition of insanity. I think I'm clearly insane.

I signed back up to http://www.myfitnesspal.com/ again today. It's a super easy way to track health success, caloric intake, calories burned etc. I was pretty sobered at the amount of calories I injected today, and it was a normal day for me.

According to my weight, height, age etc. and my goals (to lose 35 lbs.), I need to stay at 1200 calories per day. I went 1424 OVER my intake for a whopping total of 2624. That includes taking off 97 points for my 20 minute measly walk.

I have come so so far away from what I used to be. I have my thoughts about why, but that really doesn't matter right now. Perhaps I'll share that another day.